Hello November/ Relationshits

NOVEMBER= FOOD, FAMILY, FRIENDS, THANKSGIVING, & MOST IMPORTANTLY FOOD. 

Can I tell you how excited I am to go home?! Let me tell you a few reasons why....

• I get to see my family 
• I will go to Conoco errryday 3 times a day with my sister. 
• I get to GO ON DRIVES WITH HER AND JUST LISTEN TO MUSIC
• I will get to work at Lisa's and have my 'Wednesday at a Cafe'
• I get to meet Daxton J. Memmott. 
• I get to go running with the best running partner ever (Maddex) 

November please be good to me. 

 Here's a funny story for you.... One time I convinced this boy that I made these "homemade cookies" but really I bought them from a local bakery and they were good. Anyway, for a a good couple weeks he would be like "Do you have cookies?" and I would be like ... "Of course... they will be done in 15." When I am really thinking holy crap I sure hope that the bakery is open and I hope there is some money in my account." It's like I was buying his friendship. I do that if I think you are a potential friend I will buy you things. Because after all... Food is the best way to a man's heart. OR SO I THOUGHT. 

Dating is an odd thing. Don't you think? (PS. I never dated CookieBoy and never will.  I just thought it was a funny story.) First you start off by texting and then you hope that they pick up on the your sarcasm and your stupid jokes. You start hanging out and at some point you decide whether you want to pursue them. If you do... you open up to them you start telling quirky, weird things about you. You just get comfortable around them, and maybe at some point you contemplate whether you LOVE them.  Do you tell them? Do you wait for them to tell you? In fact do you really LOVE them? 

WHAT IS LOVE?! Someone PLZ tell me. As of now I think it's just something with your brain cells chemical imbalance lack of neutrons. Ya know? You find comfort in being yourself when you are with them.  Think about it.... after you have dated for awhile you just get comfortable around them,  and I guess that is love? 

Maybe you have a big fight with them and you can't get over the little hurtful things that they said. You realize that after all the little talks, laughs, and memories you don't love them or they don't love you. So things end, and of course you are sad and you wonder if maybe it could have been prevented. You put all those walls back up. You wonder why you aren't good enough. Obviously sometimes it isn't going to work out and that sucks. I guess that will make it better for when it does work out and you will realize why none of the others worked out. ALL I AM SAYING IS...

WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'LL KNOW